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Kamis, 30 Desember 2010

Remember 111010 ♥

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Hey, lo inget gak saat tanggal 111010, atau tanggal 101010, itu lumayan bersejarah dan berarti di hidup gua. haha gua ngakak deh kalo nginget-nginget tanggal 111010. Tapi gua hargain usaha lo waktu itu kok, hehe :) Sebenernya dulu itu gua terlalu nyianyiain lo yah, maafin gua :( Dan sekarang gua nyesel udah mutusin lo. Apa mungkin ini berarti gua sayang sama lo? Maksud gua sayang sama orang yang gak gua harapin untuk bersama. Jujur, sebenernya dari awal gua emang suka sama lo, tapi kalo sayang, hmm, udah tau lah. Tapi saat ngejalanin pacaran sama lo, gak tau kenapa kayanya ada yang ganjal aja gitu di hati gua :( Gua mutusin lo bukan berarti gua gak suka dan gak sayang sama lo, tapi setelah gua pikir-pikir, rasa sayang gua ke lo hanya untuk sebagai teman, bukan buat bersama. Bisa gak lo ngertiin perasaan gua? Setiap hari gua butuh lo, gua mau curhat ke lo, gua mau numpahin semuanya sama lo :( Gua butuh lo banget :( Lo bisa jadi segalanya dihidup gua, lo bisa jadi temen curhat, temen berantem, atau apalah. Lo mantan terindah yang pernah gua punya ♥ I Just Love You Being My Friend, Not Anymore But You're The best ex, That's Ever Be Mine ♥

Hey, 111010, hehe, ini lirik lagu yang sering gua nyanyiin kalo gua keinget kenangan indah gua sama lo ♥

" So this is me swallowing my pride, standing in front of you, saying i'm sorry for that night"
"And i go back to OCTOBER all the time"
"But missing you wishing i'd realized what i had when you were mine"
" I'd go back to OCTOBER, turn around and make it alright"
"You gave me all you're love and all i gave you was goodbye"
" And how you soothe my heart that OCTOBER night The first time you ever saw me cry "
"I'd go back in time and change it, but i can't"
"So if i can, i will give the most beautiful memories to your memories"

Ini sebenernya bukan lirik lagu aslinya, tapi gua ganti aja yang sesuai dengan kenangan gua sama lo  ♥
Makasih atas semuanya yang lo kasih ke gua, dan maaf gua cuma bisa bilang "sorry" dan "goodbye" doang ke lo :(

Senin, 27 Desember 2010

Mother's Day :D

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Hey Blogist kita menuh-menuhin blog yuuk? haha yang pasti yang mau gua tulis bukan cinta-cintaan kok, dan bukan tentang TRAGEDI 26 Desember 2010 yang suram buat Indonesia, haha, gak penting untuk diomongin juga. sebenernya yang gak penting itu tulisan gua yang diatas yeh haha :D gua mau nyeritain tragedi MOTHER'S DAY yang lumayan bersejarah untuk gua. Oke, kita mulai dari awal. well, sebenernya gua mau ngasih kado doang ke nyokap, tapi setelah dipikir-pikir, kayanya buat kue itu seru deh dan yang ngerasain kan bukan ibu kita doang, haha. Sebenernya gua cuma mau bikin kue biasa, yang satu biji dua biji an gitu, tapi dipikir-pikir, itu kue kan akan cepet abis. And Finnaly gua buat Blackforest. saat buat blackforest sayangnya gua gak punya oven tuh dan akhirnya gua pake panci buat kukusan, sumpah kan ngelawak aja kan gua pake itu, haha. Setelah nunggu 30 menit, dan gua rasa itu udah mateng dan akhirnya gua angkat, ternyata pas dituangin ke piring, itu belum jadi -_- aaaa kue ku hancur lebur, haha.. Tapi aku gak putus asa u,u bahasa gua. dan akhirnya gua masukin lagi kuenya ke atas loyang dan gua masukin ke dalam "PANCI KUKUSAN" itu lagi, haha. Dan waktunya gua lamain, waktu gua ngukusnya itu kurang lebih 2 jam, haha kaya apaan aja yeh? wakakak. Dan setelah 2 jam gua angkat tuh kue dan tunggu 15 menit, dan masukin kulkas. Setelah lumayan lama gua masukin kulkas, gua angkat terus taro dipiring, and finnaly kuenya jadi, yeaaay. Dan gua ke warung buat beli choki-choki, haha gak modal banget yah nulis "Happy mother's day" nya pake choki-choki, kan duitnya pas-pasan tong, yaudah beli choki-choki aja. setelah beli choki-choki gua tulis, ternyata gak segampang yang gua pikir, sumpah itu susah banget, huft, akhirnya gua nyerah, dan tbtb gua punya ide, coklat choki-chokinya gua taburin ke atas blackforest dan gua ratain tuh coklatnya, dan ternyata choki-chokinya masih tersisa dikit, gua bikin aja kaya orang lagi senyum gitu doang. haha, yeaaay. Saat malem nyokap pulang, gua kasih kuenya ke nyokap, dan ternyata gak langsung dimakan tuh kue sama nyokap :( tapi ternyata pas malem itu gua ke rumah nenek ku tercinteeh. aaa kueku dicicipi orang yang jago banget masak, yaitu nenek ku. Tuh kue dimakan sama, nenek, kakek, tante, om, ibu, bapak, adek sepupu, kaka gua dan gua. Pas tuh kue mau masuk ke dalem mulut nenek, gua udah deg-degan takut gak enak, and Finnaly she said: Kuennya enak. haha yeaaaay, berhasil. Mother's day paling perfect yang pernah gua punya. God, i wish you never forget that's day :**

Sabtu, 13 November 2010

Dear aldavidarsi ♥

Dear aldavidarsi, mungkin saya orang yang bodoh menceritakan dan curhat pada orang yang jelas-jelas tidak tahu perasaan saya dan tidak tahu situasi saya, bisa dibilang gua curhat sama benda mati. hmmm, oke aldavidarsi, hari ini gua nangis, gak tau kenapa gua nangis, hati gua udah gak bisa nahan rasa sakit itu, pas tadi nonton film dan nonton bola sama kaka gua, gua nangisin lo, aldavidarsi, apa kenyataan ini terlalu pahit buat gua? jadi gak tau kenapa gua nangisin lo, hmm biasanya gua gak nangisin lo, tapi tiba-tiba gua keinget kenangan lo, aldavidarsi, pas pertama kali lo dateng ke rumah gua, pas pertama kali kita ketemu, dan pas pertama kali kita kenalan. kenangan indah itu membuat gua nangis kejer, dan saat gua inget lo lagi pacaran di balkon sama qufanya, itu membuat gua tambah kejer nangisnya. Sakit banget, kaya lagi ditusuk, malah lebih sakit. Hey tadi pas gua lagi sedih, ada yang nemenin gua dan dia buat gua ketawa lagi, mungkin dia bukan orang yang spesial dihati gua, tapi dia sahabat terbaik gua, dia selalu ada disaat gua senang atau sedih. Kalo gua lagi sedih, dia bakalan bantu gua buat ketawa lagi, tapi dia emang bodoh, ngapain coba dia ngehibur gua? toh kalo gua juga bakalan sedih lagi kan, aldavidarsi? Gua bodoh banget yah curhat sama orang yang gua kenal dan dia kenal gua, tapi gua gak secara terang-terangan curhat sama dia, seakan-akan gua sama dia ngomong dari hati ke hati, tapi dia gak bales omongan gua, tapi gak tau kenapa setelah gua curhat dan ngomong panjang lebar, gua udah merasa sedikit tenang. Hmmm walaupun bayangan lo doang, gua akan seneng kok, dan lebih seneng lagi kalo lo beneran ada disamping gua saat ini, tapi itu mustahil banget, lo sekarang ada disamping qufanya, tapia asal lo tau aldavidarsi, lo selalu dan selamanya di hati gua. Hmm kalo ditanya lagi single? atau taken? gua jawab lagi taken :) walaupun lo gak ngerasainnya, tapi gakpapa kok. Hahaha gua kaya lagi curhat sama benda mati yah? yang gak mungkin dia tau curhatan gua apa.

Dear aldavidarsi, ini lagu yang sering gua nyanyiin kalo gua lagi sedih karna mikirin kenangan gua sama lo, liriknya dikit aja yaah, yang sesuai sama perasaan gua sekarang :)



"look at my window and wonder where you're"
"time has no meaning, to this broken heart that's mine"
"i see your face, where ever i go"
"i hear your voice, i want you to know"
"i feel your arms when i'm lonely"
"i make believe that you're still with me"
"it's all i need"
"i feel your heart as  if it was beating with mine"
"when you're in my world, i'm alive"
"You're that i need to survive"

Jumat, 12 November 2010

Can you feel my feeling now?

Gua selalu bilang ketemen gua gini " gua gakpapa kok, gua cuma bisa bilang this is fact and i just said keep smile" senyum? gua gak senyum. Fakta ini terlalu menyakitkan buat gua. Gua gak kuat buat ngejalanin hari-hari gua dengan muka senang dan bohongin perasaan gua sendiri kalo saat ini gua lagi sedih, hati gua nangis, kalo dikamar selalu nangis. Apa fakta ini harus gua terima? Setelah 2 tahun lamanya gua sayang sama dia? Temen-temen gua selalu bilang " It's time you let him go" dan "Forget him, he just make you sad, not anymore" Jujur gua gak mau ngelupain dia, gua udah terlalu sayang sama dia dan gua gak rela dia pergi :'( Mungkin perjalanan "First Love" yang paling nyakitin itu gua, selama dua tahun sayang sama dia, tapi dianya cuma bilang "sorry" setelah dia ninggalin gua. Sakit hati gua, sampe kapan gua nutupin kesedihan yang kaya gini lagi? Sampe selamanya? Udah cukup selama dua tahun gua sayang sama lo dan gua ngeluarin air mata untuk lo. Hati gua gak sekuat baja dan gua gak seperti patung yang gak bisa ngerasain sedih, senang atau apapun yang manusia rasakan. Sampe kapan gua akan terus jadi patung dan boongin perasaan gua sendiri? Gak kuat rasanya menerima kenyataan pahit di dunia, gua selalu bilang sama temen gua kalo dia lagi ada masalah "udahlah, this is fact, walaupun nyakitin lo, coba jalan perlahan untuk kembali jadi diri lo yang gembira lagi". Dengan gampangnya gua ngomong gitu ke temen gua, tapi sekarang gua ngerasain apa yang mereka rasain, gak semudah itu menjalani hari dengan ceria padahal banyak beban di hati dan selalu nangis. Inikah yang dinamakan cinta sesungguhnya? Yang sangat menyakitkan untuk dikenang dan sangat indah bila dijalankan bersama? Gimana yah kalo dia tau perasaan gua sebenernya? Palingan dia cuma bisa bilang 'sorry' dengan muka dan tampang bersalah. Tapi jujur kata sorry dari lo gak membuat gua bangkit dari kesedihan gua lagi, karena lo yang membuat gua bangkit dari kesedihan gua, lo segalanya di hidup gua, lo yang spesial di hati gua,  dan lo First Love gua. Gua harus nerima kenyataan walaupun itu pahit "Stop Crying You're Heart out", Diesta. Lo harus kembali ke diri lo yang dulu, Gua yakin gua bisa ngejalaninnya tanpa dia, tapi gak tau juga deh :D liat aja nanti gimana :))

"hey boy, jaga dia yah baik-baik, dan semoga lo bahagia selamanya :')"
"hey girl, jangan sakitin hati dia, kalo lo yakitin hati dia, sama aja lo nyakitin hati gua :')"

Mungkin kalo lo baca posting gua yang ini, lo masih bertanya sebenernya perasaan gua sebenernya tuh gimana, jangan dipikirin boy, kan yang ngerasain perasaan gua tuh gua, bukan lo. Dan sekarang lo have fun aja sama dia, gua doain lo bisa sampe kakek nenek sama dia :')

Sing:  "I see your face, where ever i go, i hear your voice and i want you to know"
         "I feel your arms when i'm lonely, i make believe, that you're still here with me"
         "I feel your heart as if it was beating with mine, when you're in my world, i'm alive
         "You're that i need to survive"

         "I've got  this friend who says, it's time I let you go"
         "You were the best that ever happened to my heart and to my soul"


         "And if, I mean when, When I see you again, It will be just the same as it was
         "And if, I mean when, We're together again, our souls reunited as one"

Good bye,Boy.I hope you're happy with her,forever :( "





Senin, 20 September 2010

My new Boyfriend xD

Hey evereybody, now i'm not single again. I have new boyfriend. His name is Jenderal Lanang Pamungkas. Our anniversary on september 19. And this is picture about both of us.



Is it good? yes, it is xD

ahahaha, Don't be affected what I said earlier. That's not true. He is my brother and he is 3rd years old. Ahaha, and now i'm beeing single.  I haven't found someone who loves me for who i am. Is not time for me to get the people I love and who love me for who i am. But i'm happy, because i'm single and i'm free, yepeeee :D

Jumat, 17 September 2010

Holiday is Over :(

Long holiday this time I just want to spend time with family, only. But not all of my days during the holidays with family. On holiday i just help my mother clean the house because my maid went home, hoaaaaah. But finally my dream come true. On Tuesday my family went to the beach Ancol, there we have fun, playing with water, and you should know that we are to Ancol Park at 7 pm, haha, but it's very enjoyable. We play sand, my brother, my sister, and my mother play the water. It's fun once. But when my brother was sick, we had to go home because, he wasn't feeling good. And I guess my vacation with my family just 1 day, whereas my  weekend is 2 weeks. Huuuft, never mind, the important thing I've spent time with his family one day. And this is a picture where we're at the Ancol beach 



Is it good? xP



Funny xD


Have a nice weekends guys :))

Jumat, 13 Agustus 2010

Miss you




You're came and then you're gone 
I don't know why God give you to me
You always beside me when I was sad
 You always beside me when I was happy


I was enchanted to meet you
Could I cry on your arms?
Could I give you loughed and smile?
But realize that I can't meet you again

If you know, here I wait you at the sunlight
 I wait you in the moon light
I'll be waiting for you
I don't know when I can't stop waiting for you


Now you're gone 
And now I wanna cry on your arms
But realize that I can't see you
I can't touch you again
And now just we're wonderful memory 

Selasa, 10 Agustus 2010

If I can around the world!

First country That I want to visit  


You would know that what state symbol, yes you right USA.  I like USA and i like hollywood. USA is amazing country and then There are very advanced technology..I love music in USA, that's cool.  I also want to meet hollywood artists and disney artists. So that's my reason why I want to go there if I've got the money lol! 

Second country That I want to visit 


England is amazing country too, haha. I like England. There is very beautiful scenery. I wanna meet Paul Mccartney and Ringo Starr, wooo  they're is  very amazing people. They're a superstar in there. All people is know them and know The Beatles certainly.  So that's the reason why I want to go there.

Third country That I want to visit 



 Netherland i        iis amazing country too. I wanna meet my friend in there. He's my special friend and we're like brother and sister but the fact is my father isn't married him mother lol. I don't know why I want to go in Netherland :/

Fourt country That I want to visit 

Spain is amazing country. I love Spain. There is very beautiful beach and scenery and I like football players in there, such David villa, Gerard pique, Cesc fabregas they are amazing people and offcourse they can play football lol. I wanna meet them. So that's the reason why I want to go there 


I wanna around the world, especially I can to go to USA, England, Netherland, and Spain. I hope my pray come true someday then offcourse I have got much money lol. Altought I wanna around the world, but I still love Indonesia, My country :))

Sabtu, 03 Juli 2010

Nonton bola bareng keluarga



Pas nonton bola paling seru tuh pas nonton pertandingan England vs Germany. waah kalo germany goal nih yeh, pasti gua ama nyokap gua heboh banget, teriak-teriak udah kaya di hutan aja, gak mikirin kanan kiri belakang ada tetangga, huahahahaa. eh giliran kalo England goal, kaka gua teriak histeris banget, hahahaa, tapi gua ama nyokap gua lemes kalo england goal. hahahaa, tapi kalo ade gua marah-marah kalo gua, nyokap, sama kaka gua teriak-teriak, ahaahaaa. soalnya dia kaga suka kalo ada yang teriak-teriak *dia aja kalo lagi marah pasti teriak, eh giliran gua teriak malah dimarahin* bawel banget dah tuh ade gua, ahahahahaa. pokoknye seru banget dah. dan akhirnya england kalah dan kaka gua marah-marah. ahahahaaa sabar yeh ka, tapi pas germany tanding ama spanyol, eh jagoan gua kalah -___- tapi bodolah, itu kan dulu, euro 2012 germany pasti menang, ahahahahaa, terlalu membanggakan jerman sekali saya ini :D

Rabu, 30 Juni 2010

About The beatles








I Love The beatles, but not too familiar with The Beatles. I know all personnel of the beatles, i know  story the Beatles but not too familiar like my sister xD, i know The beatles song but not much know, and i know movie about The beatles and not much too, ahahaha. 









This is only i know about The Beatles :

Personnel The Beatles :

* John Winston Lennon

John winston lennon was bor on October 9, 1940 in Liverpool, United Kingdom (UK) from partner Julia Stanley and Alfred Lennon.Alfred was a sailor. John Winston Lennon is commonly known with John Lennon.

* James Paul Mccartney

James Paul McCartney was born 18 June 1942 in Walton Hospital in Liverpool, England, where his mother, Mary (born Mohan), had worked as a nurse in the maternity ward

* George Harrison

George Horrison was born 25 february 1943 is Formerly of The Beatles (1960-1970) in Liverpool, England. He had one sister, Louise, born 16 August 1931, and two brothers, Harry, born 1934, and Peter, born 20 July 1940. His mother was a Liverpool shop assistant, and his father was a bus conductor who had worked as a ship's steward on the White Star Line

* Richard Starkey

Ringo Starr was born Richard Starkey at 9 Madryn Street, Dingle, Liverpool, England, the son of Elsie (née Gleave) and Richard Starkey, a confectioner

Beatles songs that I like :

*Hey Jude

*All My Loving

*In My Life

*If I Fell

*Can't Buy me Love

*Help


Beatles Movie That I Like : 

*Help

*A hard's day night

*Let It Be 

Beatles story


The Beatles were an English rock band, formed in Liverpool in 1960, and one of the most commercially successful and critically acclaimed acts in the history of popular music.From 1962 the group consisted of John Lennon (rhythm guitar, vocals), Paul McCartney (bass guitar, vocals), George Harrison (lead guitar, vocals) and Ringo Starr (drums, vocals). Rooted in skiffleand 1950s rock and roll, the group later worked in many genres ranging from pop ballads topsychedelic rock, often incorporating classical and other elements in innovative ways. The nature of their enormous popularity, which first emerged as the "Beatlemania" fad, transformed as their songwriting grew in sophistication. The group came to be perceived as the embodiment of progressive ideals, seeing their influence extend into the social and cultural revolutions of the 1960s.
With an early five-piece line-up of Lennon, McCartney, Harrison, Stuart Sutcliffe (bass) and Pete Best (drums), the Beatles built their reputation in Liverpool and Hamburg clubs over a three-year period from 1960. Sutcliffe left the group in 1961, and Best was replaced by Starr the following year. Moulded into a professional outfit by music store owner Brian Epstein after he offered to act as the group's manager, and with their musical potential enhanced by the hands-on creativity of producer George Martin, the Beatles achieved mainstream success in the United Kingdom in late 1962 with their first single, "Love Me Do". Gaining international popularity over the course of the next year, they toured extensively until 1966, then retreated to the recording studio until their break-up in 1970. Each then found success in an independent musical career. Lennon was shot and killed in 1980, and Harrison died of cancer in 2001. McCartney and Starr remain active.
During their studio years, the Beatles produced what critics consider some of their finest material including the album Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band (1967), widely regarded as a masterpiece. Four decades after their break-up, the Beatles' music continues to be popular. The Beatles have had more number one albums on the UK charts, and held down the top spot longer, than any other musical act. According to RIAA certifications, they have sold more albums in the United States than any other artist. In 2008, Billboard magazine released a list of the all-time top-selling Hot 100 artists to celebrate the US singles chart's fiftieth anniversary, with the Beatles at number one. They have been honoured with 7 Grammy Awards, and they have received 15 Ivor Novello Awards from the British Academy of Songwriters, Composers and Authors. The Beatles were collectively included in Time magazine's compilation of the 20th century's 100 most influential people

Sabtu, 22 Mei 2010

single? so what??




Gua single seneng-seneng aja. malah kalo single gua lebih bebas buat ngelakuin apa aja sesuka hati gua. gak dilarang buat deket sama cowok lah, gak dilarang maen sama cowok lah, itu tuh kalo misalnya pacaran. cowonya bawel !! hahaha. temen-temen gua sih udah pada punya cowok semua, kadang-kadang gua sih suka iri tapi kadang-kadang juga gua gak peduli tuh kalo gua jomblo. temen-temen gua sih pada nyaranin gua buat pacaran.mereka tuh selalu bilang "kapan Des punya cowok?" hahaha. gua sih nyantai aje kali, cowok tuh buka hal yang penting bagi gua. yang pertama paling penting bagi gua tuh sekolah. sekolah aje belom lulus udeh mau pacaran aje yeh, hahhaa. gua mah gak ada niat buat pacaran. tapi gua cuma mau 1 cowok untuk seumur hidup. ada kagak yak orang yang setia kaya gitu? hahhaa. jarang sih sebenernya ada orang yang setia. cowok tuh cuma gede gombalnya doang.gua sih bodo amet temen gua pada nanyain tentang status hubungan gua. yang penting " I'm single and i'm free " ahahaha

Selasa, 20 April 2010

For My best Friend, Aidan Clarkson ♥



I'm happy when you come and console me. The one person I found on omegle. The time, when i was sad and broken heart. I told all my sadness, you've try to make me smile again, but it means nothing. I still can't smile but you still try to make me smile. Unfortunately now I can't communication with you. I just can see your face on my blog site. If we can communication again, I want to tell all i feel, all my sorrow, all my pleasures, all my disappointments and all my sadness. But now you're gone. You like to disappear swallowed by the earth. You say you're a boring person, but in my eyes you're a special person. I hope someday we'll meet again. If i meet you again, I will spend my time with you.

Selasa, 13 April 2010

The meaning of the friendship


The friendship was the term that depicted the behaviour of the co-operation and supported each other between two or more the social entity. This article focussed attention in the understanding that was typical in relations between personal. In this understanding, the "friendship" term depicted a relations that involved knowledge, the appreciation and affection. The friend will welcome the presence of his peer and showed loyalty to one another, often through to in altruisme. their appetite is usually similar and possibly met each other, and they enjoyed the activities that were liked by them. They will also be involved in the behaviour that helped mutually, like the exchange of advice and helped mutually in the difficulty.  However for many people, the friendship often not more than the belief that someone or something damaged or hurt them. The friend was the friend in fact has been regarded by us you yourself that really close until knew trivial matters about us. There is also that every friend if everywhere always together, and there is one that is talking that the friend was the friend in liked and the sorrow, but knew the limit where at one time when the friend could the problem, we must allow him to overcome his problem personally so that this friend grows more ripe and independent.

Kamis, 18 Maret 2010

Love is a feeling




Love isn't concerned with beauty or handsomeness
Love isn't concerned with the distance between two lovers
Love isn't concerned with the person's name
But love is only concerned with feelings

Love can't be force with somebody else
Either by their parents
Whether it be by their friends
Or by somebody else

But, just heart can chooses
Love can't be force
Love isn't concerned with the distance
Love is about heart, your feelings

Kamis, 11 Maret 2010

The Most Beautiful Dream I Ever Had



When the sun go down And the moon comes
I try to close my eyes
I can't wait to see you
When I started to close my eyes, I see your face
Captivating and always makes me smile

To see your face, I could be happy
To see your smile, I could smile
To see your tears, I could cry
Because you're so beautiful I think

In my dreams you're come with you're wonderful face
In my dream you kiss me
In my dreams you smile
I'm glad to see you in my dreams

But it was in my dream
It isn't become a reality
But I'm glad you've come to my dream
I can feel him, But I can't touch him
Thank God you give him to me

You are beautiful dream for me :))

Jumat, 26 Februari 2010

Don't make me sad again




Leave me
Go away from me
I won't look your face again

Don't ever look me with your beautiful eyes again
I was crying
I won't you to know that I'm hurt

Forget me in your mind
Go back to her and maybe it can make me better
Forget the good memories that we spent together

Forgive me I can't get you out of my mind
Maybe it's best for me and for you
Hope you happy with her