Mother's Day :D

Hey Blogist kita menuh-menuhin blog yuuk? haha yang pasti yang mau gua tulis bukan cinta-cintaan kok, dan bukan tentang TRAGEDI 26 Desember 2010 yang suram buat Indonesia, haha, gak penting untuk diomongin juga. sebenernya yang gak penting itu tulisan gua yang diatas yeh haha :D gua mau nyeritain tragedi MOTHER'S DAY yang lumayan bersejarah untuk gua. Oke, kita mulai dari awal. well, sebenernya gua mau ngasih kado doang ke nyokap, tapi setelah dipikir-pikir, kayanya buat kue itu seru deh dan yang ngerasain kan bukan ibu kita doang, haha. Sebenernya gua cuma mau bikin kue biasa, yang satu biji dua biji an gitu, tapi dipikir-pikir, itu kue kan akan cepet abis. And Finnaly gua buat Blackforest. saat buat blackforest sayangnya gua gak punya oven tuh dan akhirnya gua pake panci buat kukusan, sumpah kan ngelawak aja kan gua pake itu, haha. Setelah nunggu 30 menit, dan gua rasa itu udah mateng dan akhirnya gua angkat, ternyata pas dituangin ke piring, itu belum jadi -_- aaaa kue ku hancur lebur, haha.. Tapi aku gak putus asa u,u bahasa gua. dan akhirnya gua masukin lagi kuenya ke atas loyang dan gua masukin ke dalam "PANCI KUKUSAN" itu lagi, haha. Dan waktunya gua lamain, waktu gua ngukusnya itu kurang lebih 2 jam, haha kaya apaan aja yeh? wakakak. Dan setelah 2 jam gua angkat tuh kue dan tunggu 15 menit, dan masukin kulkas. Setelah lumayan lama gua masukin kulkas, gua angkat terus taro dipiring, and finnaly kuenya jadi, yeaaay. Dan gua ke warung buat beli choki-choki, haha gak modal banget yah nulis "Happy mother's day" nya pake choki-choki, kan duitnya pas-pasan tong, yaudah beli choki-choki aja. setelah beli choki-choki gua tulis, ternyata gak segampang yang gua pikir, sumpah itu susah banget, huft, akhirnya gua nyerah, dan tbtb gua punya ide, coklat choki-chokinya gua taburin ke atas blackforest dan gua ratain tuh coklatnya, dan ternyata choki-chokinya masih tersisa dikit, gua bikin aja kaya orang lagi senyum gitu doang. haha, yeaaay. Saat malem nyokap pulang, gua kasih kuenya ke nyokap, dan ternyata gak langsung dimakan tuh kue sama nyokap :( tapi ternyata pas malem itu gua ke rumah nenek ku tercinteeh. aaa kueku dicicipi orang yang jago banget masak, yaitu nenek ku. Tuh kue dimakan sama, nenek, kakek, tante, om, ibu, bapak, adek sepupu, kaka gua dan gua. Pas tuh kue mau masuk ke dalem mulut nenek, gua udah deg-degan takut gak enak, and Finnaly she said: Kuennya enak. haha yeaaaay, berhasil. Mother's day paling perfect yang pernah gua punya. God, i wish you never forget that's day :**

Dear aldavidarsi ♥

Dear aldavidarsi, mungkin saya orang yang bodoh menceritakan dan curhat pada orang yang jelas-jelas tidak tahu perasaan saya dan tidak tahu situasi saya, bisa dibilang gua curhat sama benda mati. hmmm, oke aldavidarsi, hari ini gua nangis, gak tau kenapa gua nangis, hati gua udah gak bisa nahan rasa sakit itu, pas tadi nonton film dan nonton bola sama kaka gua, gua nangisin lo, aldavidarsi, apa kenyataan ini terlalu pahit buat gua? jadi gak tau kenapa gua nangisin lo, hmm biasanya gua gak nangisin lo, tapi tiba-tiba gua keinget kenangan lo, aldavidarsi, pas pertama kali lo dateng ke rumah gua, pas pertama kali kita ketemu, dan pas pertama kali kita kenalan. kenangan indah itu membuat gua nangis kejer, dan saat gua inget lo lagi pacaran di balkon sama qufanya, itu membuat gua tambah kejer nangisnya. Sakit banget, kaya lagi ditusuk, malah lebih sakit. Hey tadi pas gua lagi sedih, ada yang nemenin gua dan dia buat gua ketawa lagi, mungkin dia bukan orang yang spesial dihati gua, tapi dia sahabat terbaik gua, dia selalu ada disaat gua senang atau sedih. Kalo gua lagi sedih, dia bakalan bantu gua buat ketawa lagi, tapi dia emang bodoh, ngapain coba dia ngehibur gua? toh kalo gua juga bakalan sedih lagi kan, aldavidarsi? Gua bodoh banget yah curhat sama orang yang gua kenal dan dia kenal gua, tapi gua gak secara terang-terangan curhat sama dia, seakan-akan gua sama dia ngomong dari hati ke hati, tapi dia gak bales omongan gua, tapi gak tau kenapa setelah gua curhat dan ngomong panjang lebar, gua udah merasa sedikit tenang. Hmmm walaupun bayangan lo doang, gua akan seneng kok, dan lebih seneng lagi kalo lo beneran ada disamping gua saat ini, tapi itu mustahil banget, lo sekarang ada disamping qufanya, tapia asal lo tau aldavidarsi, lo selalu dan selamanya di hati gua. Hmm kalo ditanya lagi single? atau taken? gua jawab lagi taken :) walaupun lo gak ngerasainnya, tapi gakpapa kok. Hahaha gua kaya lagi curhat sama benda mati yah? yang gak mungkin dia tau curhatan gua apa.

Dear aldavidarsi, ini lagu yang sering gua nyanyiin kalo gua lagi sedih karna mikirin kenangan gua sama lo, liriknya dikit aja yaah, yang sesuai sama perasaan gua sekarang :)

"look at my window and wonder where you're"

"time has no meaning, to this broken heart that's mine"

"i see your face, where ever i go"

"i hear your voice, i want you to know"

"i feel your arms when i'm lonely"

"i make believe that you're still with me"

"it's all i need"

"i feel your heart as  if it was beating with mine"
"when you're in my world, i'm alive"
"You're that i need to survive"

Can you feel my feeling now?

Gua selalu bilang ketemen gua gini " gua gakpapa kok, gua cuma bisa bilang this is fact and i just said keep smile" senyum? gua gak senyum. Fakta ini terlalu menyakitkan buat gua. Gua gak kuat buat ngejalanin hari-hari gua dengan muka senang dan bohongin perasaan gua sendiri kalo saat ini gua lagi sedih, hati gua nangis, kalo dikamar selalu nangis. Apa fakta ini harus gua terima? Setelah 2 tahun lamanya gua sayang sama dia? Temen-temen gua selalu bilang " It's time you let him go" dan "Forget him, he just make you sad, not anymore" Jujur gua gak mau ngelupain dia, gua udah terlalu sayang sama dia dan gua gak rela dia pergi :'( Mungkin perjalanan "First Love" yang paling nyakitin itu gua, selama dua tahun sayang sama dia, tapi dianya cuma bilang "sorry" setelah dia ninggalin gua. Sakit hati gua, sampe kapan gua nutupin kesedihan yang kaya gini lagi? Sampe selamanya? Udah cukup selama dua tahun gua sayang sama lo dan gua ngeluarin air mata untuk lo. Hati gua gak sekuat baja dan gua gak seperti patung yang gak bisa ngerasain sedih, senang atau apapun yang manusia rasakan. Sampe kapan gua akan terus jadi patung dan boongin perasaan gua sendiri? Gak kuat rasanya menerima kenyataan pahit di dunia, gua selalu bilang sama temen gua kalo dia lagi ada masalah "udahlah, this is fact, walaupun nyakitin lo, coba jalan perlahan untuk kembali jadi diri lo yang gembira lagi". Dengan gampangnya gua ngomong gitu ke temen gua, tapi sekarang gua ngerasain apa yang mereka rasain, gak semudah itu menjalani hari dengan ceria padahal banyak beban di hati dan selalu nangis. Inikah yang dinamakan cinta sesungguhnya? Yang sangat menyakitkan untuk dikenang dan sangat indah bila dijalankan bersama? Gimana yah kalo dia tau perasaan gua sebenernya? Palingan dia cuma bisa bilang 'sorry' dengan muka dan tampang bersalah. Tapi jujur kata sorry dari lo gak membuat gua bangkit dari kesedihan gua lagi, karena lo yang membuat gua bangkit dari kesedihan gua, lo segalanya di hidup gua, lo yang spesial di hati gua,  dan lo First Love gua. Gua harus nerima kenyataan walaupun itu pahit "Stop Crying You're Heart out", Diesta. Lo harus kembali ke diri lo yang dulu, Gua yakin gua bisa ngejalaninnya tanpa dia, tapi gak tau juga deh :D liat aja nanti gimana :))

"hey boy, jaga dia yah baik-baik, dan semoga lo bahagia selamanya :')"
"hey girl, jangan sakitin hati dia, kalo lo yakitin hati dia, sama aja lo nyakitin hati gua :')"

Mungkin kalo lo baca posting gua yang ini, lo masih bertanya sebenernya perasaan gua sebenernya tuh gimana, jangan dipikirin boy, kan yang ngerasain perasaan gua tuh gua, bukan lo. Dan sekarang lo have fun aja sama dia, gua doain lo bisa sampe kakek nenek sama dia :')

Sing:  "I see your face, where ever i go, i hear your voice and i want you to know"
         "I feel your arms when i'm lonely, i make believe, that you're still here with me"
         "I feel your heart as if it was beating with mine, when you're in my world, i'm alive
         "You're that i need to survive"

         "I've got  this friend who says, it's time I let you go"
         "You were the best that ever happened to my heart and to my soul"


         "And if, I mean when, When I see you again, It will be just the same as it was
         "And if, I mean when, We're together again, our souls reunited as one"

" Good bye,Boy.I hope you're happy with her,forever :( "

My new Boyfriend xD

Hey evereybody, now i'm not single again. I have new boyfriend. His name is Jenderal Lanang Pamungkas. Our anniversary on september 19. And this is picture about both of us.

Is it good? yes, it is xD

ahahaha, Don't be affected what I said earlier. That's not true. He is my brother and he is 3rd years old. Ahaha, and now i'm beeing single.  I haven't found someone who loves me for who i am. Is not time for me to get the people I love and who love me for who i am. But i'm happy, because i'm single and i'm free, yepeeee :D

Holiday is Over :(

Long holiday this time I just want to spend time with family, only. But not all of my days during the holidays with family. On holiday i just help my mother clean the house because my maid went home, hoaaaaah. But finally my dream come true. On Tuesday my family went to the beach Ancol, there we have fun, playing with water, and you should know that we are to Ancol Park at 7 pm, haha, but it's very enjoyable. We play sand, my brother, my sister, and my mother play the water. It's fun once. But when my brother was sick, we had to go home because, he wasn't feeling good. And I guess my vacation with my family just 1 day, whereas my  weekend is 2 weeks. Huuuft, never mind, the important thing I've spent time with his family one day. And this is a picture where we're at the Ancol beach 

Is it good? xP

Funny xD

Have a nice weekends guys :))

Miss you

You're came and then you're gone 
I don't know why God give you to me
You always beside me when I was sad
 You always beside me when I was happy


I was enchanted to meet you
Could I cry on your arms?
Could I give you loughed and smile?
But realize that I can't meet you again

If you know, here I wait you at the sunlight
 I wait you in the moon light
I'll be waiting for you
I don't know when I can't stop waiting for you


Now you're gone 
And now I wanna cry on your arms
But realize that I can't see you
I can't touch you again
And now just we're wonderful memory 

If I can around the world!

First country That I want to visit  

You would know that what state symbol, yes you right USA.  I like USA and i like hollywood. USA is amazing country and then There are very advanced technology..I love music in USA, that's cool.  I also want to meet hollywood artists and disney artists. So that's my reason why I want to go there if I've got the money lol! 

Second country That I want to visit 

England is amazing country too, haha. I like England. There is very beautiful scenery. I wanna meet Paul Mccartney and Ringo Starr, wooo  they're is  very amazing people. They're a superstar in there. All people is know them and know The Beatles certainly.  So that's the reason why I want to go there.

Third country That I want to visit 

 Netherland i        iis amazing country too. I wanna meet my friend in there. He's my special friend and we're like brother and sister but the fact is my father isn't married him mother lol. I don't know why I want to go in Netherland :/

Fourt country That I want to visit 

Spain is amazing country. I love Spain. There is very beautiful beach and scenery and I like football players in there, such David villa, Gerard pique, Cesc fabregas they are amazing people and offcourse they can play football lol. I wanna meet them. So that's the reason why I want to go there 

I wanna around the world, especially I can to go to USA, England, Netherland, and Spain. I hope my pray come true someday then offcourse I have got much money lol. Altought I wanna around the world, but I still love Indonesia, My country :))