Can you feel my feeling now?

Gua selalu bilang ketemen gua gini " gua gakpapa kok, gua cuma bisa bilang this is fact and i just said keep smile" senyum? gua gak senyum. Fakta ini terlalu menyakitkan buat gua. Gua gak kuat buat ngejalanin hari-hari gua dengan muka senang dan bohongin perasaan gua sendiri kalo saat ini gua lagi sedih, hati gua nangis, kalo dikamar selalu nangis. Apa fakta ini harus gua terima? Setelah 2 tahun lamanya gua sayang sama dia? Temen-temen gua selalu bilang " It's time you let him go" dan "Forget him, he just make you sad, not anymore" Jujur gua gak mau ngelupain dia, gua udah terlalu sayang sama dia dan gua gak rela dia pergi :'( Mungkin perjalanan "First Love" yang paling nyakitin itu gua, selama dua tahun sayang sama dia, tapi dianya cuma bilang "sorry" setelah dia ninggalin gua. Sakit hati gua, sampe kapan gua nutupin kesedihan yang kaya gini lagi? Sampe selamanya? Udah cukup selama dua tahun gua sayang sama lo dan gua ngeluarin air mata untuk lo. Hati gua gak sekuat baja dan gua gak seperti patung yang gak bisa ngerasain sedih, senang atau apapun yang manusia rasakan. Sampe kapan gua akan terus jadi patung dan boongin perasaan gua sendiri? Gak kuat rasanya menerima kenyataan pahit di dunia, gua selalu bilang sama temen gua kalo dia lagi ada masalah "udahlah, this is fact, walaupun nyakitin lo, coba jalan perlahan untuk kembali jadi diri lo yang gembira lagi". Dengan gampangnya gua ngomong gitu ke temen gua, tapi sekarang gua ngerasain apa yang mereka rasain, gak semudah itu menjalani hari dengan ceria padahal banyak beban di hati dan selalu nangis. Inikah yang dinamakan cinta sesungguhnya? Yang sangat menyakitkan untuk dikenang dan sangat indah bila dijalankan bersama? Gimana yah kalo dia tau perasaan gua sebenernya? Palingan dia cuma bisa bilang 'sorry' dengan muka dan tampang bersalah. Tapi jujur kata sorry dari lo gak membuat gua bangkit dari kesedihan gua lagi, karena lo yang membuat gua bangkit dari kesedihan gua, lo segalanya di hidup gua, lo yang spesial di hati gua,  dan lo First Love gua. Gua harus nerima kenyataan walaupun itu pahit "Stop Crying You're Heart out", Diesta. Lo harus kembali ke diri lo yang dulu, Gua yakin gua bisa ngejalaninnya tanpa dia, tapi gak tau juga deh :D liat aja nanti gimana :))

"hey boy, jaga dia yah baik-baik, dan semoga lo bahagia selamanya :')"
"hey girl, jangan sakitin hati dia, kalo lo yakitin hati dia, sama aja lo nyakitin hati gua :')"

Mungkin kalo lo baca posting gua yang ini, lo masih bertanya sebenernya perasaan gua sebenernya tuh gimana, jangan dipikirin boy, kan yang ngerasain perasaan gua tuh gua, bukan lo. Dan sekarang lo have fun aja sama dia, gua doain lo bisa sampe kakek nenek sama dia :')

Sing:  "I see your face, where ever i go, i hear your voice and i want you to know"
         "I feel your arms when i'm lonely, i make believe, that you're still here with me"
         "I feel your heart as if it was beating with mine, when you're in my world, i'm alive
         "You're that i need to survive"

         "I've got  this friend who says, it's time I let you go"
         "You were the best that ever happened to my heart and to my soul"


         "And if, I mean when, When I see you again, It will be just the same as it was
         "And if, I mean when, We're together again, our souls reunited as one"

" Good bye,Boy.I hope you're happy with her,forever :( "

My new Boyfriend xD

Hey evereybody, now i'm not single again. I have new boyfriend. His name is Jenderal Lanang Pamungkas. Our anniversary on september 19. And this is picture about both of us.

Is it good? yes, it is xD

ahahaha, Don't be affected what I said earlier. That's not true. He is my brother and he is 3rd years old. Ahaha, and now i'm beeing single.  I haven't found someone who loves me for who i am. Is not time for me to get the people I love and who love me for who i am. But i'm happy, because i'm single and i'm free, yepeeee :D

Holiday is Over :(

Long holiday this time I just want to spend time with family, only. But not all of my days during the holidays with family. On holiday i just help my mother clean the house because my maid went home, hoaaaaah. But finally my dream come true. On Tuesday my family went to the beach Ancol, there we have fun, playing with water, and you should know that we are to Ancol Park at 7 pm, haha, but it's very enjoyable. We play sand, my brother, my sister, and my mother play the water. It's fun once. But when my brother was sick, we had to go home because, he wasn't feeling good. And I guess my vacation with my family just 1 day, whereas my  weekend is 2 weeks. Huuuft, never mind, the important thing I've spent time with his family one day. And this is a picture where we're at the Ancol beach 

Is it good? xP

Funny xD

Have a nice weekends guys :))

Miss you

You're came and then you're gone 
I don't know why God give you to me
You always beside me when I was sad
 You always beside me when I was happy


I was enchanted to meet you
Could I cry on your arms?
Could I give you loughed and smile?
But realize that I can't meet you again

If you know, here I wait you at the sunlight
 I wait you in the moon light
I'll be waiting for you
I don't know when I can't stop waiting for you


Now you're gone 
And now I wanna cry on your arms
But realize that I can't see you
I can't touch you again
And now just we're wonderful memory 

If I can around the world!

First country That I want to visit  

You would know that what state symbol, yes you right USA.  I like USA and i like hollywood. USA is amazing country and then There are very advanced technology..I love music in USA, that's cool.  I also want to meet hollywood artists and disney artists. So that's my reason why I want to go there if I've got the money lol! 

Second country That I want to visit 

England is amazing country too, haha. I like England. There is very beautiful scenery. I wanna meet Paul Mccartney and Ringo Starr, wooo  they're is  very amazing people. They're a superstar in there. All people is know them and know The Beatles certainly.  So that's the reason why I want to go there.

Third country That I want to visit 

 Netherland i        iis amazing country too. I wanna meet my friend in there. He's my special friend and we're like brother and sister but the fact is my father isn't married him mother lol. I don't know why I want to go in Netherland :/

Fourt country That I want to visit 

Spain is amazing country. I love Spain. There is very beautiful beach and scenery and I like football players in there, such David villa, Gerard pique, Cesc fabregas they are amazing people and offcourse they can play football lol. I wanna meet them. So that's the reason why I want to go there 

I wanna around the world, especially I can to go to USA, England, Netherland, and Spain. I hope my pray come true someday then offcourse I have got much money lol. Altought I wanna around the world, but I still love Indonesia, My country :))

Nonton bola bareng keluarga

Pas nonton bola paling seru tuh pas nonton pertandingan England vs Germany. waah kalo germany goal nih yeh, pasti gua ama nyokap gua heboh banget, teriak-teriak udah kaya di hutan aja, gak mikirin kanan kiri belakang ada tetangga, huahahahaa. eh giliran kalo England goal, kaka gua teriak histeris banget, hahahaa, tapi gua ama nyokap gua lemes kalo england goal. hahahaa, tapi kalo ade gua marah-marah kalo gua, nyokap, sama kaka gua teriak-teriak, ahaahaaa. soalnya dia kaga suka kalo ada yang teriak-teriak *dia aja kalo lagi marah pasti teriak, eh giliran gua teriak malah dimarahin* bawel banget dah tuh ade gua, ahahahahaa. pokoknye seru banget dah. dan akhirnya england kalah dan kaka gua marah-marah. ahahahaaa sabar yeh ka, tapi pas germany tanding ama spanyol, eh jagoan gua kalah -___- tapi bodolah, itu kan dulu, euro 2012 germany pasti menang, ahahahahaa, terlalu membanggakan jerman sekali saya ini :D

About The beatles

I Love The beatles, but not too familiar with The Beatles. I know all personnel of the beatles, i know  story the Beatles but not too familiar like my sister xD, i know The beatles song but not much know, and i know movie about The beatles and not much too, ahahaha. 

This is only i know about The Beatles :

Personnel The Beatles :

* John Winston Lennon

John winston lennon was bor on October 9, 1940 in Liverpool, United Kingdom (UK) from partner Julia Stanley and Alfred Lennon.Alfred was a sailor. John Winston Lennon is commonly known with John Lennon.

* James Paul Mccartney

James Paul McCartney was born 18 June 1942 in Walton Hospital in Liverpool, England, where his mother, Mary (born Mohan), had worked as a nurse in the maternity ward

* George Harrison

George Horrison was born 25 february 1943 is Formerly of The Beatles (1960-1970) in Liverpool, England. He had one sister, Louise, born 16 August 1931, and two brothers, Harry, born 1934, and Peter, born 20 July 1940. His mother was a Liverpool shop assistant, and his father was a bus conductor who had worked as a ship's steward on the White Star Line. 

* Richard Starkey

Ringo Starr was born Richard Starkey at 9 Madryn Street, Dingle, Liverpool, England, the son of Elsie (née Gleave) and Richard Starkey, a confectioner

Beatles songs that I like :

*Hey Jude

*All My Loving

*In My Life

*If I Fell

*Can't Buy me Love

*Help

Beatles Movie That I Like : 

*Help

*A hard's day night

*Let It Be 

Beatles story : 

The Beatles were an English rock band, formed in Liverpool in 1960, and one of the most commercially successful and critically acclaimed acts in the history of popular music.From 1962 the group consisted of John Lennon (rhythm guitar, vocals), Paul McCartney (bass guitar, vocals), George Harrison (lead guitar, vocals) and Ringo Starr (drums, vocals). Rooted in skiffleand 1950s rock and roll, the group later worked in many genres ranging from pop ballads topsychedelic rock, often incorporating classical and other elements in innovative ways. The nature of their enormous popularity, which first emerged as the "Beatlemania" fad, transformed as their songwriting grew in sophistication. The group came to be perceived as the embodiment of progressive ideals, seeing their influence extend into the social and cultural revolutions of the 1960s.

With an early five-piece line-up of Lennon, McCartney, Harrison, Stuart Sutcliffe (bass) and Pete Best (drums), the Beatles built their reputation in Liverpool and Hamburg clubs over a three-year period from 1960. Sutcliffe left the group in 1961, and Best was replaced by Starr the following year. Moulded into a professional outfit by music store owner Brian Epstein after he offered to act as the group's manager, and with their musical potential enhanced by the hands-on creativity of producer George Martin, the Beatles achieved mainstream success in the United Kingdom in late 1962 with their first single, "Love Me Do". Gaining international popularity over the course of the next year, they toured extensively until 1966, then retreated to the recording studio until their break-up in 1970. Each then found success in an independent musical career. Lennon was shot and killed in 1980, and Harrison died of cancer in 2001. McCartney and Starr remain active.

During their studio years, the Beatles produced what critics consider some of their finest material including the album Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band (1967), widely regarded as a masterpiece. Four decades after their break-up, the Beatles' music continues to be popular. The Beatles have had more number one albums on the UK charts, and held down the top spot longer, than any other musical act. According to RIAA certifications, they have sold more albums in the United States than any other artist. In 2008, Billboard magazine released a list of the all-time top-selling Hot 100 artists to celebrate the US singles chart's fiftieth anniversary, with the Beatles at number one. They have been honoured with 7 Grammy Awards, and they have received 15 Ivor Novello Awards from the British Academy of Songwriters, Composers and Authors. The Beatles were collectively included in Time magazine's compilation of the 20th century's 100 most influential people